Khail. 21. Finally a uni student!

Sometimes, all we really need is someone to talk to! And maybe a couple of laughs for good measure. Let's be friends, yeah?

 

Today was unbelievably long and tiring. I was just supposed to go out and watch a movie with a friend, and then I get summoned to the Philippine Heart Center because apparently my grandmother was in a critical condition. Naturally I had to cut the movie and rush to the hospital, luckily my friend was nice enough to drive me there and even brought a fruits basket.

I can’t even begin to explain how I feel at the moment. Just a few weeks ago Amush appeared so healthy, but now she’s reduced to horrible bedridden state. As much as I want to have her around I wouldn’t want to have her suffer any more than she is already; I’m not that selfish.

I just hope this all gets resolved soon.

Learning that I got accepted into uni got me on a different kind of high. For good reason though, because after being out of school for two years isn’t exactly the best thing that could happen to me. So after the phone call and the list of requirements they gave me to submit I was so excited.

I’ve been waiting for today rather impatiently because I thought that I had everything I needed already. That was until I woke up today realizing that I may have lost my birth certificate, one of their rather important requirements. Nevertheless after two hours of searching through my stuff I found it.

Okay so HAHAHA that wasn’t much to read now is it? Whatever I’m going to school BYE!

Anonymous asked
what's next, boy george?

UNIVERSITY IS UP NEXT!!!!!!!!!! lol 

Anonymous asked
How do you know when it's time to give up on someone you really, really, really love?

Perhaps the only time you’d realize that it’s finally time to give up, or wait let’s change that. It’s time to accept that there won’t be a future for whatever relationship you have with the person. Perhaps s/he is in love with someone else, or the timing isn’t right and there are more important matters to attend to, or maybe as of this moment you’re doing more bad than good for each other.

Relationships should help those in it to grow and be better people. If that’s not what’s happening, I think it would be a good idea to just let go of it for now. No one says that you can’t keep your doors open, just remember not to hold your breath waiting for something that might never come. :)

Anonymous asked
Hey Khail! I don't know you, but I came across one of your posts through the 'soldier on' tag because I didn't really understand the meaning of the song (by the Temper Trap) so I searched it up on Tumblr to see if anybody here could shed some light for me. Idk. But I just came across one of your posts and started to read through some of the things that you wrote. There was one post where you were like, "I don’t believe in how I write anymore. I don’t have style, nor skill." I don't believe that.

This was the first part of the message hehe

Anonymous asked
Writing is an art, agreed? What's art if the only things you had were skill and style? Art needs a voice. It needs some kind of message. It needs soul. There needs to be a purpose of sorts. I know you feel weary and pretty beat up by whatever life has decided to throw to you, but you know what? I hear your voice through your writing, and I hear it in between your words. Don't lose faith in yourself.

This message was one that helped me a great deal to finally write my essay for my admission application to my current university. To whoever you are, Thank you very much, and yes, I got admitted. :)

I love how Filipinos make fun of things they aren’t supposed to, but get butt hurt over the most trivial of things. Our humor, really.