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January 2012

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Close your eyes, dry your tears

‘Cause when nothing seems clear you’ll be safe here.

Sometimes all we really need to know, or at the very least feel, is that we’re meant to play a significant part in the grand scheme of things. It doesn’t really matter how seemingly unattainable this grandiose dream is from where we stand — hope has this way of teasing us into believing that we’d realize our aspirations. Like how the night clouds try to hide the moon, only to end up as a diaphanous veil that adds to its innate mystique. Some things just egg us to go for it again, and again, and again.

Oh my, being a human is so tiring. Needing things, or people, and wanting to be needed. ANG NEEDY NG LAHAT?!

Jan 30, 20122 notes
#YUCK ANO BA YANG SINULAT MO #DI KO GETS
Jan 28, 201236,637 notes
#huhuhu #so tired
Jan 27, 201253 notes
#Yep #Leaving this here.
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*Expletive*

Dahil wala namang maglalakas ng loob para sakin. At punyeta ang mundo.

Stop it, Khail. You’re dangerously angry and are spurting out things you’d rather not say. Calm your tits. Save yourself the headache.

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“The only thing worse than not feeling anything was feeling everything.” —Jodi Picoult, The Tenth Circle
Jan 8, 2012448 notes
It's final!

Babawasan ko na talaga. 

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Jan 4, 2012
Tag, you're it! Here are the rules: Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves. You have to go and choose ten people. Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them

ichi - I have a lot of feelings. Sometimes I think when god decided to shower feelings unto the world, I was dancing in the downpour while most people were asleep. Having dealt with the myriad of people in my life only further convinces me that this is true.

ni - I like to say that I’m as imaginative as a rock. But summer last year I found out that I was responsible for challenging my youngest brother, Jared, to be the budding artist that he is. Dafuq.

san - The sibling next to me, Jester, was also influenced by me to pursue music. I used to play the violin [something I so desperately want to get back to], you see. Jester’s the most soft spoken of us three siblings, and by song he’s able to express himself without inhibition. Now aren’t I a good older brother? HAHAHAHA no.

shi - The only reason I took up BS Applied Math majoring in Actuarial Science was because I thought math was easy. Crucify me.

go - I’ve spent the past hour looking up OPM music looking for this song. I was, for some reason, inspired to go through Philippine music videos on Youtube because my friend Paolo told me of his woes about the Filipino music scene of the now. I understand his frustration.

roku - I like girls… and boys, on occasion. [IDK maybe not in that order necessarily. ehe ehe]

shichi - I want to work out. Srsly. My being skinny is one of the banes of my existence, but it’s not like I can’t do anything about it. Now if I could just find the time… frantically looks for Abercrombie & Fitch models as pegs.

hachi - I have problems with trust and forgiveness. And and I also keep really nasty grudges. ha ha ha

kyu - My hobbies include being molested by lecherous old men, mugged by petty thieves, and making horrible life decisions.

ju - I spoke and wrote better in high school than I do at the moment. After having gone through my past blogs I sit here dismayed by the fact that I seem to have lost my command on language. This terrifies me to no end.

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i like afishionado colognes

I’ll assume you meant Aficionado cologne, since that’s the closest  relevant word that I can take from the top of my head. Well I haven’t used, or even had the chance to smell, Aficionado colognes. But if you say you like them then I might just give them a try. Hihihi.

Jan 4, 20121 note
IT IS MY DAY OFF TOMORROW.

HIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

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Shutting up before I get told to:

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Jan 4, 20122 notes

Hope? That’s something I allow myself to possess when I know for a fact how bleak my situation is. A mere denial of the circumstance I’ve so foolishly allowed myself to be in. I guess it was another bad decision on my part to think that sharing the notion of hope that other people have was applicable to me. I don’t get the privilege of having something like that. I know it’s unfair how I can’t liberally be down just because when I do, someone else feels bad. I have no right to feel anything, apparently. Though can I just say that when you hope for and expect an understanding, listening ear and instead have—  this is the part where I shut up. Learn your lessons, Khail. People don’t have time to wait until you adjust.

Tanga ka ba?!
Tanga ka ba???!!!
TANGA KA BA???!!?!!

Oo, sorry na po.

Jan 3, 20122 notes
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